BROKEN UP feeling!

this is about my feeling
i felt very stupid why i have to think about this
until now... i didn't know why i am felling it
do i embarrassing enough to stay with him?
do i verry annoyimg?
sometimes i am happy
sometimes i am sad 'till don't know when it will be happy again
and sometimes really really really annoyed
you must have felt the same with me
do you know exactly how it's feeling?
from the beginning until now i really don't know why i must have this feeling
maybe there is no confidence?
or maybe i am too impatient?
what else make us feel down?
tears, tears, tears and tears again.........
thank you